i've recently realized that, more than anything, your attitude and thoughts SERIOUSLY determine what your life is, how productive you are, and whether you're happy or not. i just went through a really shitty few months, which was all my own fault. i was in a rut that i couldn't get out of, and it took the feeling of everything disappearing to snap me out of it. at least i think so. to be honest, i'm not sure what snapped me out of it, or even what brought it on to begin with. all i know is that after reading about the law of attraction, i realized I was the one causing my own misery. it seems simple, but it amazes me how a realization as basic as "if i'm constantly dwelling on being miserable, i'm going to stay miserable." totally changed my outlook on everything.
basically, i want to formally apologize to all of the people i treated like shit for so long for no reason. i'm really really sorry for being such a bitch, and even though it seems like you've all forgiven me already (thanks for that, by the way) i still really wanted to apologize anyway. i love everyone!